apologies…. (this is becoming a bad habit…)
Thursday, July 3rd, 2008comic will be late … im going to have it done tomorrow morning… but tonight my computer has decided to be extremely laggy and low… I am utterly sick of this computer….
in lighter news ive reached 400 dollers in my battle to stave off eating out every night to get to the 750 dollers needed for the nice big tablet… yay… ive also figured out my next big milestone after the tablet. I hate my computer, it is bad for games, it is bad for 3d graphics… and it is bad with photoshop… ive decided after much hard thought that I am going to bite the bullet and buy a Mac …. unless of course some common sense washes over me and I stick with the loveable PC… in which case I am never ever ever going to buy a dell… ever…
in any case… Mac or PC… im going to start putting a little money away tword getting a computer that I can actually function on… my main goal is to become an artist working in 3d animation or games… but with my current computer (and fact that my parents will never ever agree >_<) I am stuck with this one for now…. I know that I could succeed if I was given the chance…. any advice from people who have broken this barrier (if anyone who has done that reads the comic that is >_<) would be appriciated greatly…. I am so lost as what to do with my life right now…. i feel like ive let everybody that cares about me down….. myself the most…. ive done nothing with my life that I would have wanted if I had looked at my future 10 years ago….
if I think back 5 or 10 years all ive ever wanted to do is make video game or movie art or concept art…. maybe because that is still my dream that means I should just risk it and do it…
>_< I apologise for boring you with my lifes tragedy… everyone goes through this at some point… I will attempt not to bring it up much more… just know that ill have the comic up tiomorrow
Luck out
